1 Nov 09
29 Oct 09
is be successful. i want to be the first person in my family to actually make something of themselves. i want to be famous; i want to be a singer. my dad calls me a wishful thinker, he says i need a realistic plan. i just want to take a year after high school to try and get “discovered”. if it doesn’t happen, i’ll go to college and get a degree in music journalism. if i can’t make a living on making music, then i’ll write about and interview the people who do. i honestly don’t think i could ever be happy doing anything else.
i just wish he’d get it.
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24 Oct 09
"you hollow out my hungry eyes…"
taking back sunday
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23 Oct 09
bitches act like they know me, they don’t know shit
keep runnin yah mouth, yah gon’ get hit
yeah i’ll mess you up, i’m a thug-fuggin misfit
eat my shit, ‘scuse me while i get this blunt lit
they say if life gives you lemons make some mofuggin lemonade
but all you sippin’ on if that mofuggin haterade
act a fool to me and i’ll make you my bitch-maid
better yet, i’ll cut’chu with mah switch-blade, get laid
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22 Oct 09
"my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me…
so won’t you kill me, so i die happy?"
Dashboard Confessional
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21 Oct 09
20 Oct 09
my best friend :(
at retreat today my theology class had a discussion on suffering. the first person that popped in my head was ashley mason. she has suffered and put up with more shit than anyone i know. pretty much every time she visits the hospital, there’s something else wrong with her, usually from whatever procedure was done prior to the next. it’s like an ongoing cycle of sickness, and it doesn’t seem fair. i mean sure, she probably chuckles at odd-looking and/or obese people as they cross her path, but who doesn’t? it amazes me how people who have it so good mope around bitching and complaining about how much life sucks and they just wanna die and fuck their lives and blah blah blah…but when i visit ashley, despite having trouble walking, having to wear a diaper, being on a liquid-diet, having to shave her head, and gaining and losing weight rapidly, she’s still fun to be around! she’s still the hilarious, perverted, asshole ashley i know and love. and for all of the assholes that don’t bother with her anymore because she can’t always go out or return your phonecalls/myspace comments, your missing out on the best friend a person could have.
ashley mason is the most beautiful girl i know, i miss you girlie.
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19 Oct 09
"hey i think you’re cute,
would you like to be my new best friend?
we could talk for hours
or just lay in bed."
backseat goodbye
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13 Oct 09
thought i’d post a few of my all time favorite lyrics since i have nothing new and exciting to write about. (in no specific order)
“how many times can i break til i shatter?” OAR - Shatter
“and even thieves believe, that if you find love you’ve gotta set it free” My Epiphany - Body Talk
“how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying” My Chemical Romance - Our Lady of Sorrows
“you are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins” Brand New - The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
“if i could take your pain and frame it, i’d hang it on my wall…then maybe you would never have to hurt at all” Bayside - Masterpiece
“does he lay awake listening to your breath, worried you smoke too many cigarettes?” Bright Eyes - The Calendar Hung Itself
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7 Oct 09
with boy hunts!
i can’t seem to find the right guy and once i started thinking about it, i don’t even know why i started trying in the first place. i’m 16! i’m still in high school and have my whole life ahead of me, i don’t have time for a boyfriend and i don’t need anyone taking away from my creativity time.
i’m fine being single, i don’t know why i freak out about it all the time.
another bad day today =/
found out pete died from a heart attack due to a drug overdose. more reason for me to hate drugs. my lame theo teacher gave me a saturday jug on top of that 0 test grade for “cheating”, and i lost what i thought was a good friend of mine.
guys suck.
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"One person’s craziness is another person’s reality"
Tim Burton
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6 Oct 09
for your momma!
i was reallllly happy these past few weeks until…
-my theo teacher gave me a 0 on my test bc i told some girl in the next class what questions she needed to know
-i came home to 2 broken guitar strings thanks to my beast of a cat
-i found out my best friend is not only back in the hospital, but in intensive care
D:
still thinking about what to be for Halloween…
darth vader?
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